Teras Kasi Archive

My character is on Bria and is 4/2/4/3 TKA. Whenever I use meditate to heal my wounds, it totally screws up my secondary stats. For example, my focus is normally 500/500 without any armor. After using meditate to heal some wounds for it, focus drops to like 50/315. And this is without armor. Is this some bug with meditate?? It gets frustrating when all your secondary stats are like 1/50 with armor on. Anyone help me out??